Energy Factor - Spirituality

The whole universe is all about energy. Every present thing has the essence of any kind of energy. The basis is that "The Energy is neither created, nor destroyed, but its only gets transformed.. Our Human mind and intellect are also connected to this point. Our thoughts are basically energy which has certain power which can make you achieve anything, provided you should have genuine interest for that particular thing.. It is actually law of attention, where you give your attention to something and energy starts flowing to that direction. With this energy, our thoughts empowered that thing and gradually that becomes true. That's why we are often told to think positively.

We normally think a lot for other people. You know that inquisitive thing. But this type of thinking is usually related with their wrong aspects of their nature (who decides its wrong...?? We ONLY). Though in their point of view, they are right, which is correct up to certain extent but We often want to impose our wishes and want to judge them through our expectations on them. We kind of want to dictate on them.. This is a case of Ego, where We get mental satisfaction from it.. Here you find case of double standard - We never care and say that we don't want to be like others expectations and We want to retain our own individualities but on the other hand we waste our mental energies on complaining about others and

want them to be like the way we "expect"..

Its not wrong to think about others. Here the way enlightened persons think about others is different. First they retain their own individualities and respect the same of others.. Even while thinking about others, they will pass their +ve energy by the way of good wishes, admiration of traits etc.. They won't think about people's negative sides. And when you pass any energy, you get the same kind of energy back.. Its like Newton's third law i.e.Every action has equal & opposite reaction. Its true with thought process because thinking is also considered, a mental action. So that's how those enlightened ones are always full of positive energy.

As I talk about energy, you can feel it anywhere. Sometime you be with one person, where you'll feel much relaxed, because that person will be positive from his/her soul level and it reflects from his/her personal atmosphere which create around them.. Like a Halo. But something with any second person, you feel like running from him/her. You feel like that they are sucking your own energy out. Because they are already lacking +ve power and to fill their quota they needs yours and they are taking out your energy but the first person is already full and even giving it out his/her energy to one who comes in their own personal space. Even experienced relief and calm in front of saints or high learned religious persons, because you get their energies automatically. Whenever Low source comes in the contact of high source, the energy starts following from high to low without any effort.. In meditation, one do the same, by reaching oneself to the frequency of high source i.e Supreme God and get energy from it. Whenever you go any religious place, you get peace the moment you enter. It's because those places are full of +ve energy and even when you come back, you feel that calmness after for some moments and later on you feel the same old emotions because you again find yourself in the "regular" world of yours where you've more of -ve energy.

With any big Celebrities, There is feeling of excitement inside you whenever you know they will be in front of you or you watch them suddenly anywhere on TV .. Now We know they are also mortals and doing their"jobs" in the entertainment world which they wanted to do. But We have given them so much energy by thinking about them that its charged their personal atmosphere or their names in your mind and whenever you see them (esp in person) you feel the same energy of excitement back.. This is very relevant with the case of having any favorite artist. You may not the feel that same excitement with other artists because you haven't given your energy to them by thinking about them (The Law of Attention) but if you have any favorite star, you will spend much time by thinking and "dreaming" about them and by the even thought of meeting him/her, you'll be much excited. And In case of seeing him/her in person, everyone knows how "fans" get almost mad when they see their artist in real..

So these are few cases to know how energy factor works in life and one who enters in the world of spirituality, becomes aware of profound significance of energy. It is said and should be followed, to have good thoughts about yourself first, because then only you'll have good thoughts about others and it forms positively charged halo around you. So Create best energy and receive Best energy.

IGLOO - The Place Now Where Nostalgia Turns Up!

This place was the official meeting point/hanging place/place when to blunk class for Excellence college folks... This restuarant is situated near my graduation college where I used to have great time with all my college mates... Not only me, but every one in my college used to chill out here... Igloo is, I guess, matured with us... During the time we entered into our graduation college, this place is opened almost during that time period... We saw the deleveopment of this place to this current situation, of which, this photo is attached....

There were umpteen memories of this place related to our hangouts, various occasions etc... Whenever we wanted to go out of the college, the first name ever came to our brain was Igloo... It was couples zone as well, Many love stories blossomed at this place and might be possible, few of them got ended too... We used to go there with our college buddies group.. We encircled around one/or two tables.. We were always short of chairs, so we had to arrange it from here and there... But it was fun.. Even though we used to go here with our friends, but there were lot many friends or acquaintances from other batches and faculties too, so we were never stagnant at our table. Going here and there... Eating pieces of foods stuffs from other tables as well... Shouting, Pulling legs, Talking in Slangs .. This was the common scene of Igloo irrespective of any batch.. We often went for contribution or one person/one dish.. But never restricted to one's own ordered food item, we had to have others' foods also even though we hadn't shared ours in first hand.... Our professors started knowing that if we are not in the classes, we might be over there at Igloo... During interrogation, they asked (if they catched any student who was bunking) that "Were you at that restaurant, what it calls, ahhh Igloo??" And answer was used to be this " No Sir, We were at college itself." Though I was never caught into such situations but I know many of them who were....

About food items... they were as common as found in other normal restaurants around the city... But there was craze of Potato 65.. This name became cliche. everyone used to order it while giving order... Though my favorite dish was Noodles and I always had it... There were some other famous ordered food itmes like Veg Kothe, Chiily Mushrooms etc.. Now they have some new items in their menu... People used to have icecreams at this place... And they had fruit beers in their Menu, but truely speaking, It wasn't that impressive...

I went there in group, alone, with 2-3 buddies... Igloo holds good place in the memories section of my brain... That's why I decided after coming back to Bhopal that whenever I get time, I try to chill out with friends at Igloo... So Its become ritual now that in weekend, Me and my some of the friends gather here to chill out and to feel nostalgic.. This is the fact that whenever we come here, we always talk about erstwhile college days, those funny moments, about old friends and all the incidents related to college, which is hardly 1Km far from Igloo..

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'Go Out! The World is Beautiful, Adventurous; It is a Challenge, It Enriches. Whenever The World Knocks At Your Door & Calls You, Go Out Fearlessly'

Cheers!!

Hmmm from yesterday afternoon, I've had some nice moments to write about... Yesterday in afternoon, I felt so clam when I was lying on my lawn's swing & watching clouds passing by on sky while listening to Britney Spears' slow songs (she has innocent voice)... I felt so relaxed and it's some of those moments which give you spiritual pleasure and where you desire nothing but just want to live those moments....



Same day in night... Pushpendra came by to my place for transit halt.. We then drove by around city & had some of best friends time... We cracked lots of jokes, acted funny and enjoyed... I also talked to Bachchi at that time on cell.. I really liked her understaning on certain matter and appreciate it.. Most people lack it...

Right now while writing this blog, I had one cup of coffee, Enjoying Sunday morning.... Will read today last remaining pages of Nicholas Sparks' TRUE BELIEVER...
and Yeah Cheers!

Adventureous Air Journeys!!

From Evening I've been hearing about Air France tragic Crash over Atlantic Ocean.. Which is very sad and possible cause may be lightening..

Two days back I travelled by Air to/fro delhi... Journey to Delhi from Indore by ATR plane on 29 May was not comfortable.... On Board while going on, Pilot annouced that Weather is not goood further on the way and While going through that way of rough weather, Plane was not going smoothly, Though it happens sometimes when Plane go through rough weather and It was ok though.. But no one was ready for next happening, while going that way, suddenly Plane got jerked, It felt like plane suddenly pushed down.. Ohh That was so quick that Everyone (including me ) was panicked..

And On coming from delhi on 31 May, Journey was fine comparatively (I did a bit flirt with air-hostess ;). It was boeing plane and while on the way, It crossed clouds from above, So I saw lightening was creating inside it.. It was new experience becouse we often see lightening inside the clouds from the ground and I saw it from above...

Though frankly speaking I simply LOVE aeroplanes & Air journey (They are rather adventureous)..

Radar Going to Release Officially...

Finally.... Its just wish come true.. exactly last year, during Blackout Album days, I wished that Radar should release as a single and Britney should make official video on it.. As Radar is my most favorite track By Britney.. I feel like that Britney's singing this song for me... This Song Rocks... And today I checked her website and found that Radar is going to release as a fourth single from Circus (Radar is bonus track on it).

Link to this news
http://www.britneyspears.com/2009/05/breaking-news-radar-is-britneys-4th-single.php

I LOVE YOU BRITNEY

Orissa (Trip to Bhubneswar, Puri & Konark)

Finally I've been to Orissa... Yesterday I came back from the trip to main tourist spots of Eastern coastal state of India i.e. Orissa.. It was also known as Kalinga, Utkal etc... I went to state capital - Bhubaneshwar, Puri - One of the Char Dhams of India and Konark - Place of Ancient Sun Temple.

I went on 19th of March from Bhopal to Bhubaneswar via Raipur. Reached
Bhubaneshwar in afternoon, And after some rest, went Puri in evening on the same day..

Before reaching to Puri, I visited Dhauligiri on the way, it was the place where Mauryan Emperor Ashoka the Great, fought Kalinga war and then after it, He renounced Wars and Violence,.. There's one rock edict of Ashoka, by it, He conveyed his message of Non-Violence and Compassion to his subject. Dhauligiri visit was important for me. Being a History student, I read a lot on this topic & place...

PURI

It's one of the char dhams of India. I reached there in evening on 19th of march and visited Jagannath temple in the evening.. I saw whole temple complex with main deity Jagannath's temple.. I was blessed to get best darshan of Lord Jagannath.. Then I roamed in city by car and saw Puri city.. Next day on Morning, I again visited to Jagannath temple. This time it was more crowded.. Then I went to its beach.. Puri is located on the coast of Bay of Bengal.. There I had great fun enjoying in water.. Then in afternoon, I headed towards Konark which 40km (approx) from Puri.. Some of road to Konark from Puri is alonside Sea coast, so it's a great view.

KONARK

Konark is place where ancient Sun Temple is located.. It was build in 13th century.. There is one interesting fact, this temple was built very near to coast in 13th century and now the coast is 1.5 km far from temple.. This temple is dedicated to Sun God and by one cyclone many years back, its some part was collapsed.. Still it has colossal structure and temple looks like like Sun God's

chariot. Iron was used in this temple.

Then In Night, I went back to Bhubaneshwar. 10 km before Bhubaneshwar there is one small place pimpari famous for handicrafts. So we halted there purchased some handicraft works..

BHUBANESHWAR

Next & last day of trip 21th of march, I was in Bhubaneshwar.. Well I liked this capital city esp VIP road.. This road is 6 lanes road and many big buildings are situated here.. This city is clean, open and traffic is much low. There you'll find many folk and traditional paintings on the walls alongside the roads..Here I visited Lingraj Temple and then Udaygiri & Khandgiri caves.. These caves were used by Jains monks..

Khandgiri Cave

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Then In afternoon I travelled back to Indore via New Delhi.. So my trip to Orissa completed.. By the way by this trip my char dham yatra also completed.. I visited all Char Dhams : Dwarka (in 1993), Badrinath (in 1996), Rameshwaram (in 1997) & Puri (in 2009)...

Is Bachchi Miracle to me!?

Whatever I'm going to write here now. I must say I mean every single word...

Is Bachchi Miracle to me..!?

I've been thinking this since morning when I came across this line "miracles happens in life"... I'm thinking the way my brotherhood formed with Bachchi, isn't it a sort of miracle...

I'm always thankful to God for every relation I've formed in this life... But Somewhere I feel that all relationship to me are either formed by birth or by I wished to make them.... With bachchi, my brotherhood established neither by two...

The way she came into my life, The way we formed our relationship, The way we never tried to make our relationship stronger, The way all happened so naturally, often make me to think about ourself..

We came to know each other through Honey (THANKS HONEY!) and then we met very seldomly and that too at that time we were never supposed to meet... And then I proposed myself to be her brother. I felt good to be her brother but never think I'm gonna have such great brotherhood with her in coming years...

We never talked so much, We almost never met (only thrice in three years), Still whenever I met her, I always felt that I'm meeting someone I know for so long.. We always behaved so natural and naturally our relationship become so sweet...
As I'm becoming more spiritual, I'm understanding more about Life's mysteries and God's Plans for all of us.. I think we were meant to be like this.. We were destined to be Bro-Sis..

God only knows, that how happy I'm to be her elder brother, this new relation with her, makes me feel Special, Responsible & Inspires me.. I feel so protective for her.. But I'm not possessive for her.. Possessiveness can kill every relation.. I feel Bachchi should learn from others' mistakes, to have her own experiences about life and everything... She should be on her own spiritual journey..

The more you set your frequency with God's, you get to know what had been puzzles to you.. And This is truth because I've experienced it.. This spiritualness is one thing which created my brotherhood with bachchi..

BACHCHI IS A BEAUTIFUL GIFT FROM GOD TO ME..

Today I asked God while meditating: "Is Bachchi miracle in my life....???"
And he whispered to me: "Yes!"

P.S. I've a realisation of this silent conversation.

Must-Read Book: A WALK TO REMEMBER

Currently reading book "A WALK TO REMEBER" by Nicholas Sparks.. This is one of best books (fiction) I've come across... I watched the movie made on this book and found it wonderful and so is the book...

Nicely written and can make you feel emotional.!!

Still Feeling Betrayed...!! Why?

Today, while having breakfast, I got attack from nostaglia of one friend and I again became disappointed... All those memories of moments spent together was started playing on my mind like some film.. Those memories are full of happiness, promises of being friends forever, Future plans made by us, hangouts, what we did together etc.......

Now all seem false... I feel why we were having those great enjoyment when we were supposed to end up like this... Somewhere I think that our friendship was not as strong as we believed... Because any relation can be judged by time and distance... And Out friendship ended when time and distance came between it...

I'm still feeling betrayed... The way all finished was so disturbing that it sometimes make me sick of friendship........

I'm becoming more spiritually awared now days and I try to understand this matter with some fundas like Law of Karma etc... but still my mind ask these questions:

WHY THIS HAPPENED WHEN EVERYTHING SEEMED SO PERFECT??
WHO WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR IT?

IEHE Life

(This is not a final entry, I'll be writing more about college and my friends)

Writing back about my college friends & fun is just like living those days again... I'll write here my experiences in Hinglish..

So My College life begin.. Let me tell you one fact, I’ve never had fun in my school days. I lived very reclusive in school, Though I’ve got some of very great friends from school life, but I’ve not had as fun as I’ve had in College…

Besides this I’ll also write about my college friends… Mostly its great fun and wonderful experiences for which I remember my college…

Beginning in college - The transition of school to college was smooth.. I must say that I felt connection from that college.. Its kinda of positive energy when I first went there for taking admission form.. So later I thought, yes I want to study here… In beginning, I was bit scared for ragging but with me plus point was that I’d my one family friend’s son over there.. Who was senior to me, So from him, I knew much about college and many time he saved me for ragging but I must say, in our time, ragging was only limited to introduction and it wasn’t involved physical assault,.. Still I or we (all fresher) were afraid of seniors.. And we are used to sit in library in free time.. It was impossible for us to visit college ground or in corridors or to enter canteen before welcome party.. We had to follow strict code of conduct (unofficially) in uniform, how to greet seniors… I remember, how we used to say good morning etc whenever we come in front of seniors.. This was for every juniors,, I remembers there was one pavement near canteen (where all seniors usually found), we had to go by it to reach our classes.. when we were juniors (before welcome party), so crossing that area was kind of deadly walk, Itni darr lagti thi, ki jaldi se apne class me pahuch jaaye, aur koi senior na pakad le… But many times We had given our intro, and had to tell about ourself.. There was also one way (both in Hindi & English) to ask seniors’ names. Agar seniors ka dhyaan kahi aur bhi hai to bhi unko greet karma hi rahta tha bhale who sune ya na sune.. Kayi baar to seniors class me aa jate the (jab professor nahi hote the) aur puri class ka intro lete the. Generally mein jitney seniors se mila who sab friendly the, wahi friendly way se intro bhi lete the…

Mera personal experience ish bare me yah hai ki, jo bhi respect wali sab baate thi woh sab jaruri hai, woh aapke seniors hai, unko respect dena chahiye aur intro etc se juniors aur seniors ke beech communication establish hota hai.. Aur yahi seniors aapki help bhi karte hai aur college ke bare me kayi saari information dete hai… Generally seniors thik hi hote, bas aap faltu hoshiyaari naa dikhayo.. Well After welcome party (unofficially) enviormnemt relax ho gaya tha, kafi seniors se dosti ho gayi thi.. woh sab supportive bhi the…

Welcome party se related ek incident hai… I was very excited for this party .. Aur us time badi politics ho rahi thi, B.A. aur B.com seniors me conflict tha, B.Com seniors ne sabhi to invite kiya tha aur kuch contri bhi karma tha… B.A ke kuch seniors ne hoshiyaari dikhayi aur kaha ki B.A. juniors BCom ki party me na jaaye, aur who juniors ko free me party denge.. Anyway mein aur mere family friend who was my senior (we were both in B.A.) ne Bcom ki party me jana decide kiya.. aur achchha hua, us party me chale gaye Bcoz, B.A waalo ne party kabhi di nahi aur ush chakkar me kayi juniors Bcom party me nahi ja paye.. Me aur mere dost sab party me gaye tha. Par party me dance karte samay, mein kisi se takra gaya aur mera glasses pata nahi kaha gaayab ho gaye.. ek gante me dance floor me chasma hi find karta rah gaya.. itna bura laga tha, anyway dance to kar liya jaise taise, par baad me baitha bhi raha, kyonki kuch saaf hi nahi dikh raha tha, Anyway My friends advised me to enjoy in that way rather than feel sad.. I did it and waise hi bina glasses enjoy kiya… Uske baad men ek baat pakki kar li ki ab hamesha dance karte samay chashma utaar loonga otherwise phir chashma kahi gir gira jaayega…..

Let me tell about some friends and our fun experiences….

College me muje itne saare achchhe dost mile. We had our own group and and its was exclusive & cool one.. Other students wanted to be part of it.. I think it was biggest group of BA.. Group members were Me, Prithvi , Kunal, Gaurav, Pushpendra, Hariom (only person from BCom), Chetan Raghvendra, Manmohan, Neha, Arpita, Navera, Nidhi, Mahamani, etc... We all used to hangout whenever we got time at canteen usually.. This was formed in second semester,

Let me write about friends I had in College

Pushpendra: First person who was my friend We had same zodiac sign ie CANCER, We had common interests in Luxury, Parties, Fashion.. Hum log kaafi saath me hang out karte.. Woh kafi skinny tha, ush kaaran me uska kaafi majjak udata tha,, par we were very good friends.. Tell you what, we all had one big group, all were friends in that group, but we also had our individual friends with in / out of group.. So it was Pushpendra who was my great friend from my group in initial days of college… Pushpendra ke room me bhi jata tha, Actually mere kaafi friends other cities se the aur who as a P.G. rahte the, In dosto ke rooms me bhi kaafi masti hoti thi, who bhi apne aap me alag kahani hai. Puspendra, Hariom aur Prithvi ke saath rehta tha..

Neha: For me she's a Platinum... Nick name given by me... She was the girl I met first time in library.. She wore lemon yellow dress... We become friends after that... One of the understanding and friendly persons I've met there in IEHE... History Freak or I should say archeology freak for her ... Beside History, Food cuisines & Shopping are the things which she likes alot.. I remembered her bday celebration at Motel shiraz which was fun.. Everyone enjoyed a lot.... We used to give each other small treats on small-small ocassions, like Treat I gave her when my favorite hollywood acrtress of that time Renee Zellweger received Oscar Award for Best Supporing Actress...

Arpita: What special with me and Arpita’s friendship is that we are still very-very good friends since the day first in college.. I knew we talked bit when we had no class and I remember she sad was.. Har baar wo bhi ek bolti thi – “Papa ke Paas Jana Hai”.. Uska sabse favorite kaam tha newspapaer me Betul ke bare me news padhna.. Kitni khush hoti jab betul ke baare me kuch newspapers me padh leti thi… Aur jab uske Papa ka transfer Betul se Bhopal hua… Literally wo itni khush thi, poouchho mat… Mein aur Arpita bas ek dusre ke miss call hi marte the.. Waise bhi yeh bina kaam ka miss call marna ush samay ka fashion hi tha… Sab log ek dusre ko miss call hi marte rehte the.. Miss call to thi hai, agar kishi ne miss call receive kar liya to uski to band hi baj jaati thi, We all were very conscious for our mobile balance.. Ek baar Mene canteen me arpita ke mobile se kishi ko canteen me hi miss call diya aur usne call receive kar diya aur jab arpita ko yeh pataa chala to wo kya naraaz huyi thi us insaan se… . Arpita is kind of more understaning and practical.. She knew very well what’s right for her and what’s wrong!!.. Aur hamari itni strong friendship ka yeh hi kaaran hai ki hum log aapash me kaafi practical rahe hai aur aapash me ek bahut achchhi understanding rahi hai….

Hariom: . Mujhe yaad me Mein aishe ek college central ground me ek tree side baitha tha, Tabhi hariom wahan aaya, though we were acquitances, but were not so good friends.. Hariom’s very great sense of humour and he can make out fun of any simple conversations.. so at that day, we talked and aur ush din usne mujhe itna hasaya tha that I can’t explain in words.. I knew hum kaafi der saath baithe the aur mein pure waqt hasta hi raha… Literally pet dukhne laga tha hase the,, and ush din ke baad meri usse kaafi achchhi dosti ho gayi thi… hum log Jai-Veeru type ki dosti ho gayi thi.. He was my Best friend from IEHE, Hum log har kabhi saath baithe rahte, pagalo jaise haste rahte, Our friends used to tease us ki Tum logo me kuch chakkar to nahi chal raha hai… Hariom was big reason of making me COOL in college.. Actually I’m very witty and cool in home and with my cousins but School me kabhi woh witty ho paya,, and wahi haalat college me bhi thi.. But With the friendship with Hariom, or I call him Hari, I was able to make myself more comfortable in college, I was actually be Me then.. uski dosti ne mere hidden coolness aur witty nature ko baahar nikala and aur mere ush coolness se kaafi dost bane. Kahan mein Reclusive aur nerd tha school me, kishi se jyada baat na karma, chhupchhap pura school time pura karma aur ghar aa jana.. aur wahi college me masti karna, sabse majjak karna, logo ki taang khichna.. Aur Hariom was major reason for it. Other friends used to notice that Vipul, tum to shuru me bade chhup rahte the, majjak karte nahi the aur ab bahut bolne lage ho.. But I never hurt someone by my jokes aur majjak karne ka sabse bada niyam hai ki apne upper majjak karo…
Yeh sab 2-3 semester me shuru hua tha, in semeseter se I started having me more fun in and out of college.. Hariom was good in computer knowledge.. And we all friends used to exploited him in any computer related matter.. Jitne to project-assignments ushne computer me apne liye nahi banaye honge utne ushne hum sab ke liye banaye honge


We all friends used to chiil out in many places inside college like, near room no 24, Canteen, etc.. In winter semesters we usully gathered near trees on ground to get sunlight.. kayi baar classes aisi hoti thi ki sab saath me mil nahi paate the… kayi baar hansi majjak chalta rahta tha to classes miss kar dete the.. Ab college me to masti chalti rahti.. College ke baad ya to Igloo chale jaate (kayi baar college time me hi igloo hang out karne chale jaate..) Igloo unofficial major hang-out place of IEHE folks.. Igloo has also attached some nice memeories..

Well Generally College ke baad or college me agar bore ho rahe ho to , hum boys kabhi kabhi Prithvi – Hariom ke room chale jaate the, wahi baithe rehte, faaltu baate karte, gaane sunante rahte… Woh bhi aapne aap me yaade hai…

Sabse jyada majja to parties me aata, actually kayi baar aishe hi aur kishi b’day me parties organized hoti… Parties venues - kishi ka room ya city’s outskirt’s restaurants hote the.. Yeh parties especially kayi baar to ksih ke ghar me bhi parites hui hai… Yeh Parties especially boys’ parties hoti,,,

Most of time Prithvi ke Room me hi parties huyi hai, At evening hum sab wahan pahuchte the aur phir music start hota aur sab baate karte, masti hoti, ek dusre ki taang khichte … In parties me kuch log drink bhi karte the aur non-veg khate the.. Though I’ve never consumed such things but I’m always comfortable with those persons who consume these things… Anyway,, par friends were supportive and very understanding, Jo drink nahi karte the aur non- veg nahi khate the un logo ko kabhi kishi ne FORCE ne kiya yeh sab khaane ya peene ke liye… Ek aur achchhi baat, mere dost itne pyaare the, ki mere liye woh specially veg khana arrange karte the (Mostly my friends ate non-veg) but for me kuch na kuch veg khana aarange hota tha aur who bhi pura khana nahi ki 1-2 veg items.. Ab kayi baar me in parties me jo jyada hi drink kar jaate the unki kya haakat hoti hai.. Kayi baar aisi comic situation create hota tha,,, Kuch dost ek baar drunk hone baad itne emotional ho jaate the ki unki baate sunane laayak hoti thi, agar koi kisi ladki par fida hua hota to ushi ko yaad karta rahta.
Well meine apne family ko bata rakha tha, ki my some friends take drinks.. (actually family me transperancy honi chahiye aur agar aap drink nahi karte to parents ko yeh sab batane me koi jhijhak nahi ho chahiye).. Though earlier I had some prejudices against those who drink but after meeing this guys, I felt that jaruri nahi drink karne wala insaan hamesha bura hi hoga.. I found my those friends (who drank) very nice..

Anyway In parites me dance to main hota tha, aur jyada tar hum sab dance hi karte the.. It was BIG fun.. Aishe ajeeb- ajeeb dance karte the… Meri haalat to aishi hoti dance karte samay hoti thi jaise mujhe MATA gayi ho, Sir kahi aur ja raha hai pair
Kayi aur…

Ek bada hi majedar incident hua aishi hai party me, Prithvi ke room me ek party ho rahi thi, aur sab dance kar rahe the, kuch log drunk the aur kuch log smoke kar rahe to pure room me smoke bara hua tha, dum lights chaalu thi, Aur MUSIC to Very LOUD tha,, Ab Prthivi ke landlord ko Music jada hi loud laga to woh uppar aa gaye aur unhone door knock kiya.. Gaurav bhaisahab gaye aur jaakar darwaza khola, woh itna drank tha ki ushe pata hi nahi ki Lanlord aaya hai,, Woh landlord jab room me aaya to unke to lagbhag Hosh hi udd gaye, Pure room Smoke se bhara hua tha aur Sab pagalo jaise nach rahe the, Jaise sabne unko dekha, sab (even me was also there) chhupchhap khade hogaye, Prithvi – Hariom was frightened to see him.. Landlord ne un do ko kaafi danta ki yeh sab kya tamasha chal raha hai aur phir uske jaane ke baad, sara josh gaayab ho gaya, in dono ko laga ki kayi woh inke ghar me shikayat na karde,,, Anyway aisha to nahi hua.. Par yeh complete incident kaafi wierd tha.. Par jitni room me parties hui woh aishi hi majeedar hoti thi….

Kayi baar humne parties Shahar ke bahar ke restaurants me bhi di… woh bhi kam masti wali nahi hoti thi… Unki bhi yaade thi.. I remeber sab dost ek dusre to pick up karte aur phir sab ek saath kishi particular restaurants me jaate, So jaate samay generally bikes me hote ya Kunal ki four wheelers me hote… Raste bhar Cheekhte- Chillate huye jaate.. Gaane gaate ya, kishi ki bhi jai-jaikaar lagate… Outside restaurant me jaakar, agar wahan dance floor hota to wahan par dance karte, khaate – peete, phir aa jaate,.. Generally Bday parties baahar hi dete the aur jiska bday hota woh puri party sponsored karta.. Aise hi ek baar Puspendra ki Bday parties hum log celebrate karne City ke bahar “Babarchi” restuarent gaye the, Kaafi mjedaar party thi, kuch masti ki, wahan bachchho ke jhoole lage huye the un jhoolo me bachchho jaise jhool rahe the..

Music ki jahan baat aayi , ush jamane me mera favorite song “It’s The Time to Disco” tha aur hamari parties me yeh song to MUST tha… Yeh Gana thoughout 3 years hamari parties me hota tha.. aur kabhi koi parties agar yeh gana bajta, to mere dost jante the ki ab Vipul ko dance me josh aayega bcoz I was crazy for this song..

In sab Parties se attached ek baat hai.. Actually meri Mom se permission lena bahut badi baat thi.. Papa’s been cool for such parties but I’d to take permission every time from my mom.. So jab bhi college me pata chalta hi aaj kahi party hai, Mom se permission lo to sabse pehle who manaa kar deti thi, per mein unhe manaa hi leta tha, But 11pm tak ghar aane ka order bhi milta tha… Ab yeh hota tha ki mein parties me jata tha aur jaise hi 10:45pm hote the to dil ki dhadkan tez ho jati thi, ki ab ghar jana hai… aur mom ka phone aa jata tha ki kahan ho, abhi taka aaye kyo nahi… Ab aishe samay me Hariom ki shamat aati thi, kyoki tab mera koi personal vehicle hota nahi tha aur sab car pool karke party venue me assemble hote the.. to Mein Hariom ko hi bolta hi ab mujhe ghar chhod.. Ek baat aur lagbhag sabhi dost drunk hote the aur mom ne bola tha ki Hariom hi sirf drive karke tumhe ghar drop kare kyonki Woh drink nahi karta tha aur puri parites me woh aur mein hi Hosh me rehte the…. To kayi hariom mujhe chhodne ke chakkar me party hi enjoy nahi kar pata tha….

Par over all yeh sab parties ka apna hi majaa tha,

College me ek baar ek play me hum sab dosto ne ek play me part liya tha… Actually hamare senior devendra sir ne hum sab ko join kar liya tha. Play unka tha aur naam tha “Ramdayal ki Maut”, Hum sab ka as such koi bada roles nahi tha par par chhote se role me hi humne pure college me tahalka machaa diya tha…

Actually Play me yeh tha ki ek Ramdayal naam ke aadmi ka kuch log murder kar dete hai aur baad me ush maut par jo main character (jo hamare wahi senior sir the) play ke jariye society par kayi questions raise karte the…

Ab huya yeh ki, Humne yeh decide kiya ki mein ( I was playing that murdered person Ramdayal) aur Hariom jaakar wahan baith gaye jahan sab log baith kar program dekh rahe the… Yeh decided the ki hum thodi ladai karenge aur phir baki dost aur jaayenge aur mujhe peetenge aur mere ko utha kar stage me le jayege,,, and this was the beginning of play..

Ab mein aur hariom jaakar sab logo ke saath baith gaye.. jaise hi play stage me shuru huya, Mein aur Hariom ekaek Apni jagah khade hokar manhandling karne lage aur jor jor se argument karne lage.. Saare Professors aur students (jinke liye yeh unexpected tha) hamari aur dekhne lage.. tabhi hamare baaki dost baahar se bhaag kar aaye aur unke haath me hockey aur baseball sticks the aur aur sab aishe behave karne lage ki woh sab mujhe maar rahe hai aur phir me cheekhne laga ki bacho- bachao aur mene aisa pretend kiya me gahyal hoon aur stage ki aur bhaga aur cheekhne laga help me aur mere dost aakar mujhe stage me maarne ka pretend karne lage aur phir mujhe mar kar backstage le jaye.. KYA REACTIONS THA LOGO THA.. SAB SHOCKED HO GAYE THE..… Hum sab dost ne ush 2 mintues ke scene ko kya play kiya tha.. Professors aur students to surprised ho gaye aur kuch professors to ladayi rokne aane hi waale the par baad me unhe samajh aaya ki this was actually part of play.. …

Generally annual fuctions me hum sab peechhe biathkar aishe comments pass karte the…. Aishe functions me lagbhag sab par comments pass karte the jo stage me aata tha…aishe time haste haste paagal hi ho jate the….



(to be continued……..)

Met TWO Gaurav Sharmas!!

Again went to Bhopal yesterday.. And I met 2 gaurav sharmas :) ..

I went bhopal for dental check- up and after that I went to meet my two friends and they both have the same names GAURAV & surname SHARMA.

First Gaurav (was my class mate from B.A. IEHE), I met after 3 years... We were in same friends gang in college.. After college I lost contact with him but some months back I again got his no. from common friend and We talked again.. and this time yesterday I went to his home.. great time and great lunch I had at his home..

Second Gaurav (was from IEHE but was in different subject).. We were only acquaintance in college but later after college we met agaun on orkut and have formed strong friendship after that.... One of my best friends now...

Bhopal-Chanderi-Guna trip (12 - 14 feb)

From 12th February I was on the tour to Bhopal, Chanderi & Guna with my family… what made it special are following…

- I met Pluton… and we had very cool time together and she gifted me my first & last Valentine gift..:/!!! I took her to my previous alma mater IEHE and shown her that place where I had spent some of my best years… she also met Bachchhi there.

- I also met Bachchi at IEHE and I gifted her three cds..

- I went to Chanderi (after Bhopal).. This is one of the famous tourist spots of my state, situated in Ashoknagar district.. I always wanted to go there but I never got any opportunites to go there.. But this time finally I went there…. Very great tourist spot…Chanderi is famous for its historical monuments & Silk sarees.. I stayed there for one & half days… I thoroughly enjoyed my trip…. We went to see many old monuments like Quila Kothi, Badal Darwaza, Koshak Mahal, Shahzadi ka Roza, Jaageshwari temple and big Rock gate (which used to be entrance to Malwa region from bundelkhand.. We also saw local handloom industry which make Silk sarees and its showrooms and purchased some… Near Chanderi, I also saw Rajghat Dam on betwa river..

- After Chanderi, I went to Guna via Ashoknagar (In Ashoknagar, we took rest for while and went to saw nearby temple in some village. About this temple people say that its of Gupta time (around 1st AD).. For me this sightseeing was more of disappointment bcoz first of all villagers has painted that temple with typical colors and by that temple’s antiquity has lost and second, its dosen’t look like of 1st AD but of 11 AD (temple’s architechure is very same like Chandela temples)..

- In 14th February evening, I reached Guna… I was bit tired & unwell but I was excited to meet Hariom over there as he lives in Guna. We were meeting after 2 years.. He’s still the same – Funny & witty.. We laughed a lot agian..… It was really good to meet him… One of my Best friends from IEHE….

Then on the same day I took train and came back to my city….

My First Air Travelling Independently !!

On 31 Jan & 1 feb I took my first independent Air Travelling to/Fro Raipur... Hmm I was excited for it since the day My father permitted me to go by air...

Though I was excited during the intial journey to raipur from Indore on 31 Jan, But many things preoccupied my mind like psc exam (the reason behind going there), accomodation and vehicle arrangement (though all were arranged) but I was bit worried, etc etc....

But I wanted to actually share that on 1 feb when I was to return, I actually enjoyed all process, for e.g I enjoyed waiting for my flight,..

What I especially liked, when I going towards my flight with leather jacket in one hand and handbag on other, I felt like I'm some VVIP "DIPLOMAT" and going toward my personal flight and its like I'm going to abroad to some very important event..

Then when I was aboard, fyling back to indore... its was late evening so it was dark and all town and cities lights down on earth was looking like Stars twinkling on earth... I found Indore views from flight simply awesome...

Three main thoughts were coming in my mind through out the journey, when I was looking out through window and appreciating interiors:

- When I'll be Diplomat, I'll take frequent flights to reach international destinations...

- When me and HC will go to Mauritius then we'll go by air like one...

- When me and "Chachi" will be pals we'll travel by air to many place and I'll tell her that I like her songs....

I will always treasure these memories.. They are special as its my first time (independently).. I'll keep always that boarding pass with me... It'll motiviate me....

Abhliasha - Bestest person in my life

Wowww.. Whatta coincidence, when I began to write about Abhilasha for my blog, then at the same time, music player in my laptop started playing Britney’s song “Radar”.. This song brings out the memory of my last visit to Bhopal when Me and Abhilasha were singing (it was more like a shouting) this song while she was driving her vehicle and other people were looking at us and amused on our lunacy… We were like JAI – VEERU buddies from the Sholay movie…..

Abhilasha…. Her current nick name from me is PLUTON Pluton…. She is the BESTEST & God-gift to me. Our friendship started in 1999 when I came to Bhopal’s KV in 9th class. and my first encounter with her was when she gave me toffee for her birthday and I felt that it’s some kind of ragging, Weird me!!... But the way she approached me later and asked all about me was so kind and sweet.. At that time I felt very relaxed…. Though Sometimes she embarrassed me for e.g. that talcum powder incident… !!
Slowly at the time of 10th board, we became good friend.. and gradually in higher classes of 11th & 12th , we were best friends….. What interesting in our friendship is that Telephone played the major role in our friendship.. Though we were friends but we hardly hanged out together in school.. we talked whenever we got time, on telephone... Here I want to include one incident of when she was about to call me for the first time on telephone, actually She wanted to know about some herbs from my Papa... God I was very EXCITED that she was calling me....

By the way she was my first and last CRUSH, But mind you, A more HEALTHY and DECENT one… I was attracted to her simply because of her Nice nature and wonderful personality especially her sweetest voice.. That’s it!

During 10th and 11th classes, I was going through worst period of my life… and I know from my school, Pluton was the only person who stood by me and gave her tremendous support. Not only me but my family also appreciated this...

In 11th & 12th classes we were not in the same subject classes but we were sharing great friendship, I know we always talked on telephone about our daily happenings in school.. I always told her about my achievements of highest marks in geography in class, But only about geography because other subjects marks weren’t so impressive, !!!! She was through out the topper in the school and I was so HAPPY and felt proud when we had same % in 12th final exams… Any way that’s also a different story!!!!

After school, we had maintained our friendship and were in touch… She went to out of station and I went to IEHE….. We started to realize that we shared great telepathy. Though she used to call me but there were 3-4 examples of her calling me on my cell on exactly the same time when I remembered her… So it was kinda telepathy between us… Many times we experienced this telepathy that when she remembered me, I called her at the same time and vice versa… Even we can understand each other without uttering a single word…. I feel I had strong connections with her since previous births,, and We share kind of soul to soul relationship……

But we became more informal when she returned back to Bhopal and we started chilling out together and Rice Bowl is the place where we met… There is also one interesting thing that we were friends since 1999 but for the first time we properly and informally hang out in 2005!! And from then we started chilling out often at different places…Before it, telephone conversations made our friendship stronger… It also proved one point that wavelength of thoughts must match between two persons for better relation not, how much they meet…

One of the very unexpected events for us was when She came to Ujjain for her placements in 2008, I think we were destined to meet because everything was so favorable and we really had wonderful time together....

Recently we met in last year December, when I spent evening with her… We behaved like crazy persons like we were singing Radar song and she was driving, I was jumping on road in happiness when She gifted me Britney’s latest album CIRCUS cd, etc..
We spent many peacefull time at OFFICER'S MESS - her favorite hang out place, [by watching Lower Lake view, taking walk along the lake side, sipping cold coffee on the the stairway looking over the buiding on the other side of lake.]
There are so many momemts which we enjoyed together, I can't mention all of them...
Yesterday Last night, we talked, and she said two things so funny that I was LOL when I remembered what she said.....


She is my BESTEST FRIEND & “Chhota Bhai” … She’s provided me major support and always stand by my side.. A strong believer of me, my goal and my crazy dreams. A big confidante of mine, I can confide any secret to her… She influnced me a lot with her optimism, even The SECRET book is gifted me by her, which has changed my thoughts up to large extent… She’s my biggest critique, advisor and knows me more than I know about myself. I can truly be me in her company. She’s the only one whom I torture by telling whatever I feel for Britney Spears..The warmth & freshness of our friendship is still the same as it was in 1999... Thank God, We never face kinda silly problems of "expectation", "possessiveness' jealousy etc..
I praised a lot, Pluton, but I still haven't forgetten “BLACKOUT” matter, because of that we haven't talked for 2 weeks. Anyway, you compensated by giving CIRCUS CD..
Some Crazy information about her….::

Why I call her PLUTON, because She is actually from Pluto, Yeah the planet which has recently been excluded from Solar system.. And yes She’s Alien…. As she is from Pluto, She’s my Pluton.. She is इच्छाधारी alien, so She changes herself into human and lives on the earth...
Her Real Alien Pic -

Her official alien name – Pluton

Other officials names – 1)Alien सुंदरी, 2)इच्छाधारी Alien, 3)पाताल अप्सरा


Her Favorite Song:
"मैं तो प्लूटो को जा रही थी, मैं तो light speed में उड़ रही थी, मैं alien हुई तो, मैं क्या करू...."

(Mind you, this song is on top number in Pluto Music Chart)

Her Motto – I love Pluto!



Her Mode of transport to travel to/froPluto:





Her Planet's compatriot:





[ABHILASHA, You MEAN A Lot to me.. I Simply want to THANK YOU for everything. I'm blessed to have your gracious presence in my life.... Ich liebe und respektiere Sie vom Kern meines Herzens.]

And Last but not the least I want to end this blog with some lines from britney's song "I Will Be There":
"Come and Hold my hand
Let me show how friend should be,
I will make it alright
Let me make it clear,
You can put your trust in me
Yes I'll be there.
When You need someone
You just turn around
And I, will be there.

When you're feeling alone
Baby, Let me know
And I, will be there."

I'm on Britney's RADAR

Out of all Britney's Songs, My favorite is Radar, Her song from Album BLACKOUT, Which is also a bonus track in her latest album CIRCUS... I simply like its music and lyrics, which is also bit flirtious.. I feel like britney's singing this to me... :))....

Air Journey, All Alone..Making me Feel like a Diplomat....

Yesterday Papa said me to travel to & fro CG by Aeroplane, which earlier was rejected by Mom...Now its really cool to me travel by Aeroplane by own and all alone.. Though my Air travels has been started since 1992, when I went to Indore from Bhopal by aeroplane and it took only 15-20 mintues by air. But this is the first time I'll travel all alone....
I consider it one of the points of being feel like a Diplomat as Diplomat also travel by Air frequently...... Also Aeroplanes and all related things fascinate me from very young age ...I like Rail Journey but Air Journey gives me different kind of thrill.... About whatever you think most, you get all things around you which make you feel more about that certain thing.....

Lalloo, my Sis

I was reading one sms…

“Kuch rishte upparwala banata hai,
Kuch rishte log banate hai,

Par kuch log bina kisi rishte ke hi rishte nibhate hai.”

I consider this sms perfect for the relationship of me with H.. Here I’ll write about her with the name of “Lalloo” which she sometimes call herself…

This is about my sweet sister Lalloo… She is intelligent and understanding. We met in 2006 at college through “Aunty”. There I came to know about her,, but earlier I heard about her from “Aunty” for one-two times..

What is special in our Bro-Sis relation that we only met three times and in that, the first two meetings happened in the gap of two years and even without any telephonic contact, only by yahoo messenger chatting we formed strong relationship… I’m very happy to be her brother… and by god’s grace I found sister like her when I’ve no real sisters… Its like when I was looking for her She found me!! There must have been some past life connections between us.. I think We must have been Bro-Sis in our previous birth as well and We were destined to meet in this world......

Ok some lines for my Lalloo sister.. She’s very innocent and sometimes stupid.. Sometimes I find it suitable when she calls herself lalloo for few things… But she’s very innocent… and it’s ok. When she’ll step out in the world, she’ll have more experiences about this world…. I was also NERD during school time and after college I became more aware about this world….

Anyway what made me to write about her in my blog is that rakhi e-card, which I still saved in my lappy and see it almost regularly … I still remembered this Rakshabandan on 2008 when I was without any rakhi.. as my cousins’ rakhi weren’t received on time… So when I received her e-card, it made me feel so special and It was bit unexpected!!!... Though we wished each other via sms but still e-card thing was her extra step to make me feel happy and saved me from the isolation in that Rakhi festival.. I could say that I’ve my own rakhi (though virtually)…

One more incident I want to write here about her… In 2007 she once said to me on yahoo messenger, that She likes to know about other people’s life and their experiences, when I asked her what’s her hobbies. So it was one of her hobbies.. She might not remember it now but I was quite impressed… Because it was one of my hobbies too and this thing to know about others’ life and experiences, really make you more experienced… It is also one saying that “learn from others’ experiences and should not commit that mistake which others had done”…..


OK… its much now in her adimiration.. Now one negative point of her…

And that’s that She doesn’t like Britney Spears!!!!!.. That’s bad Lalloo… Don’t be her fan but at least don’t say over my face that you hate Britney spears…. Lalloo, I’m FAN of Britney and you know it…!!!..


So that's all about my sister..... I wish She'll have all the happiness, great moments and bright future...

Land Reforms Presentation

Today I was reminiscing day of Agriculture Economics Presentation.. Which I
think my best presentation in IEHE so far which i enjoyed thoroughly and equally worked hard on it...

Its was very High tech one too. My topic was "Land Reforms" and my subject
Professor was Nandini Ma'am... I used laptop, computer projector and made
power point presentation.... I still remebered that I had to carry all these
equippments for some days Because we were not getting proper class and time for it and my Professor knew that I worked hard on it and She wanted proper time and classroom to let it happen perfectly...

What made this presentation more special were the extra efforts I put in it.. Like I made questionnares which I gave to my class fellows to fill in the end... I invited My History Professor Manisha Ma'am on presentation... Actually I included some parts of History of Land patterns and land ownership started by Britishers and this we also studied in our history class So due to history connctions with my presentation and Manisha Ma'am is one of my favorite professors in IEHE and I wanted her to attend it So I requested her to attend presentation and give her
views..... I invited my friends from other classes... Era, Khala, Prithvi came... But I was mad on some of them when I saw khala reading newspaper, Prithivi was sleeping... But good point is that All of my pals came...

Presentation was over perfectly, Both Professors admired my work and gave their valuable views on it... I got full marks.....

Agriculture Economics used to be only subect from my Economics Honors Which I truely enjoyed studying and and I exceled in it as well... I was also topper in this subject exams.....