Hindi - Ameriki Bhai Bhai!!

Now Mr Obama Visited India... I Guess This Must Be Sort Of Relief For Delhi Elite, Who Were Earlier Disappointed By Obama's Not Calling Them Immediately Coming To Power..(Jokes Apart)!!

Obama's Tour To India Has Or Has't "Created" The History.. But It Surely Relieved US For Having All Those Deals Which Will Generate Jobs Over There... This Time, By My Point Of View, India Didn't Behave Like Desperate By Having US Prez On Its Land, Rather It Was US, Who Wanted So Many Assurances From India, And Gave Some Expected (And Unexpected) Promises And Declarations In Return.. I Think, Its One Of The Unspoken Practices In International Relations That When You Visit Other Country, Say Only Those World Which Are Music To The Ear Of That Particular Country. (Even That Includes, Saying Random Words In Main Language Of That Country).

Obama's Indian Parliament Speech, Was Full Of Such "Music" Like Considering India A Risen Power, Its Cultural And Social Role and Esp Supporting Its UNSC Permanent Seat Cause, Even Though It'll Take Time... Everyone Knows His India Trip Was Purely Economical But That's What Everyone Eying India For.. But US Should Also Consider India A Strategic Partner Like Bush Times..

As I Found One Point Of Leader Of Opposition In Lower House Of Parliment, Ms Sushma Swaraj's Talk To Obama, Appropriate:

"Swaraj said she told Obama that there were "loud whispers" that India was being seen as a market and Pakistan as An Ally."

Obama's Visit Is Also Significant This Time, As it Doesn't Include Pakistan, Even For Few Minutes... Otherwise It Was Common For All Previous US Presidents To Visit India And Pakistan Altogether To Have Balance In Their South Asian Visits.. But Obama's Visit Broken This Convention And It Created A Uproar In Pakistan's Elites.. As They Are Saying Now That Washington Doesn't Consider New Delhi And Islamabad On Same Platform.. But Again I'd Include Few Lines Of One Views Of Person From Pakistan Itself, Mr Mosharraf Zaidi,

Why US Skipped Pakistan:

"Pakistan is a country that the United States is paying $3.5 billion in total, because without this money Pakistan threatens to go Talibankrupt. That $3.5 billion is going to come from the American taxpayers’ paycheck. Its money they’re forced to pay because of the gullibility and guilt of centrist American politicians.In contrast, India is a country that is going to spend more than $10 billion to buy American goods and services, and in that process, will help create 50,000 jobs, and the paychecks that go with them.Now ask yourself which country is going to get special treatment?

Indian Newspapers Esp Vernacular Ones After Obama's India Trip, Are Concerns About Indo-US Business Deals Which They Are Saying "Quick Yield Profit" For US But For India, Mostly Are Taking Long Time To Get Desired Results... But Overall It Shows That US Needs India.. But Same It Needs China Too That's Why Obama Didn't Mention China Anywhere In His Speech. Most Probably India Must Have Mentioned Its Concerns About China, May Have Needed Some Assurances From US Side.. But In Closed Rooms Discussion, Whatever US Assured, Who Knows, But It Was Too Careful To Say Anything Related To China On Media..

At Last, In Some Points, I'll Conclude, How Obama's Trip To India Is Positive:

1) US Will Endorse/Consider India's Permanent Seat In UNSC In Coming Future.

2) US Skipped Pakistan In Its India Trip

3) US Considers India As A "Emerged" Country.. (But Obama's Little Early In Saying This, Read This Article. http://the-diplomat.com/indian-decade/2010/11/09/has-india-emerged/)

4) US Finds India's Role In Developing Afghanistan Important.

5) US Rejects To Play Role In Negotiating Kashmir Problem Between India And Pakistan.

6) US Removed Some Bans On Some High Duel Use Technologies.

7) US Used Some "Cliche" Lines Of Urging Pakistan To Control All Terrorist Activities On Its Land And Giving Punishment To 26/11 Culprits..

But US Wants JOBS, JOBS And JOBS................

I'm Going To Follow Indian & World Newspapers For The Development Of The Events After US Declarations In India.

Fantastic Show: How I Met Your Mother

Out Of Recent Shows In Television, I'm Coming On Liking This Show On Star World i.e. How I Met Your Mother.. Its the Story Which Totally Runs In Flashbacks Where The Main Character Ted Is Telling His Kids About How He Met Their Mother Or His Wife And All His Pre Marital Life With His Best Friends Marshal, Lily, Robin & Barney, Set Up In New York City. They All Pull Each Other Legs..

Why I Loved It, Because This Story Is Very Near To Real Life With All Events Doesn't Seem Superficial.. Especially The Spirit Of Friendship On It Really Appeals Me.. As Friendship Plays Real Part In My Life So That's Make Me Hooked To This Show.. And I Feel I've That Kind Of Great Bunch Of Pals.

All Actors Played Their Respective Part Brilliantly And Really Suited Well To The Characters.. This Shows Actually Is So Fantastic That It's One Of My Favorite Classic Shows I've Watched On TV like I Dream Of Jeanie, Lonely Planet Etc.. HIMYM is Giving Me Laughs Like Anything And Creating New Dimension Related To Friendship. It Actually Gives Me Ideas Time To Time..

This Shows Tells You To Be More Chill, Relax, Love Your Friends, Live Your Life Fully, More Independent, Flow With Life. Be Career Conscious Rationally..

Loving This Show And Watching Its Episodes...!!

U Rock Whole HIMYM Team

P.S. Even Britney Spears Guest Starred Twice On This Show :)!!

Ek Excursion, Dosto Ke Saath (One Excursion With Friends)

Ultimately our gang plan of visiting outside of Bhopal materialized.. We Made Plan of going to Bhimbetka, A World Heritage Site Famous for Stone Age Rock Paintings.. Here Its Travelogue.

We decided to assemble at Arpita's Place around 9:30 am and as usually Harry arrived with his 15-20 minutes late punctuality.. There we proceeded for our journey to Bhimbetka with all home prepared food stuffs.. Throughout all the way We all were having hilarious time with tracks playing in the car and pulling each others' legs like always.. I esp selected tracks to be played in the car "saath samundar par. ankhiyo ke goli mare, bebo me bebo. dil mera lelo etc".. Which were so awkward but gave us reason to laugh like anything. I played Britney's songs then, which all of them rejected and said "band kar yeh britney"... So we switched over to Wake-Up Sid songs which all of us admire... We made videos on digicam which confirms that we all are "mental"...

So We reached vicinity of Bhimbetka, 45Km far from Bhopal.. We first halted at M.P. tourism "Highway Treat".. There We all were going crazy over "jhoolas", phisalpatti" which were actually meant for Kids. Finally We arrived Bhimbetka, There its in Lush green jungle in the Ratapani Wildlife Sanctuary and In the Abode of Mother Nature. Bhimbetka is a perfect for knowing the life and activities of Primitive men who once inhabited it back 10000 years.. Rock Paintings were made by them in different stages of Stone age, show all hunting, processions, animals, living scenes.. These Paintings are to be seen with proper observation to get there their ideas clearly and obviously We were rather too busy in enjoying ourselves and posing for cameras then seeing those paintings ;)..

The weather was clear but humid but the forest provided much relief.. There is one view point which offer downhill view of other part of sanctuary.. There we rested Under various rocks shelters And caves.. And resumed our leg pulling activity which were totally insane and leaving no one from it..

Now it was mid noon and Girls in gang were tired and starved. So we went to near by rock temple out of main Bhimbetka Premise. It's got some rock platforms where one can have lunch over it. But climbing over them is hell different and all of us created "scene" when we climbed over it one by one. We arranged our food stuffs.. Arpita and Aditi brought Puri sabzi n Bade, Harry and Bhavna brought Idli Sambar And I brought Allo Ke Parathe, Achar and Namkeen & Sweets.. We All attacked over them and Filled our stomach.. After that, We played playing cards and It was good time...

We then drove back to Bhopal and halted at Amer Green Eating Joint On The Way, There We cooled Ourselves with mock tails and I started doing "tuchhagiri" over share of money all of them had to give me for the various expenses I paid in this trip.. We made the video of it and it's too weirdly funny.. :))..

While on Way Back Home, We diverted bit to visit Bhojpur Shiv Temple.. But Only Spending little time there, we all tired but happily satisfied with this excursion, proceeded back to Bhopal.

Radar THE CIRCUS STARRING:BRITNEY SPEARS

WoKe Up!! Inspired!! And Working Out For Me

MY LIFE HAS BEEN THE MOST LUXURIOUS AND COMFORTABLE, MANY PEOPLE WOULD DREAM TO HAVE SUCH LIFE.. I CAN SAY I LIVE LIFE LIKE PRINCE. I HAVE BEST PARENTS, FAMILY, FRIENDS, ENVIRONMENT.. SPIRITUALLY AND MATERIALLY, MY LIFE IS FULL OF BEST THINGS. AND NO DOUBT I LOVE MY LIFE AND THANK GOD FOR IT.. I'M GRATEFUL FOR EVERY SINGLE THING & MOMENT IN MY LIFE AND FOR LIFE OVERALL.. UNIVERSE AND EXISTENCE HAS PROVIDED ME THIS LOVELY LIFE..

ITS ALL ABOUT THOUGHT.. I'M FEELING HAPPY, INSPIRED AND BLESSED NOW.. I'LL STAY LIKE THIS ALWAYS AND LAW OF KARMA WILL FILL MY LIFE WITH SUCH KIND THOUGHTS.. I'M NOW GONNA COUNT MY BLESSINGS... I LOVE YOU GOD AND I LOVE ME

6th July 2010... Its The Date When I've Decided To Take Control Of My Life... That I'm The Driver, Controller And Owner Of My Life, Not The Thoughts Or The Situations...

Its Enough.. Its Literally Enough.. I've Been Much Into Sadness, Frustration, Depression, Confusion etc etc.. I was into All Negativity... Though Appeared Calm From Face But Inside I Know How I Was...

Since (I don't Know How Many Years, Months, Days) I was in Mental Turbulence... I Don't Want to Remember My Duration of Negativity .... (Written Much in My Last Blog) ...

But Now I've taken charge of my life.. I've taken a DECISION to lead my life the way I want... It All Started With One Thought. Which I've taken today To come out of this mental mess... Now I'll start to work on my life... Both spiritually and physically... July Will be the launch pad of this beginning..

Spiritual Level: I'll be more SOUL CONSCIOUS. I'll Start working on my thought process and will channelize them to positivity. Visualization, Believe, Inspiration etc gonna be my tools.. Reading spiritual stuffs, pointing out my priorities and living in present, Acceptance and all...

Physical Level: First I'll start my workout again. I've planned out my workout regime with new exercises targeting various parts of body, Toned Body will helpful in lot many ways.. Second my dressing will also be given importance.. Some more stuffs will also be there...

I'll build my personality with these two above mentioned levels...

This New Phase is gradual process of my growth with consistency and perseverance.. I'm special, No one can be like me and God's given me the gift of EXISTENCE for not spending moments with crap thoughts but To Live and Enjoy Life... Thanks God For Everything and May The Superior Consciousness Always Guide me...

Sad And Disturbed :(

Since I've given Civil Service Paper, I've been sick.. I guess this started while giving that paper. Acute feeling of Emptiness attacked me.. Till then My Mind is full of Crap thoughts.. I know My Mind is not at peace for almost two-three years .. Fear, I'm in fear, I've been in fear continuously. One fear gone and new fear comes.. I guess, to remove old fear, I need new fear.. So feeling of Emptiness is also a kind of new fear.. Fear of Expectations, Comaprisons.. My mind is totally screwed up.. The More I'm writing here, the More I'm feeling relaxed.. I don't have that habit in me of sharing my pains to others.. Whenever I talk to others I talk positive and sharing other's pain.. Talking about my Pain, I feel like I won't explain them properly, will only make others confused. Now days, I feel like useless, I feel like I've lost midway.. I Feel I'm stuck somewhere, I feel like I've forgotten what I wanted to do.. I feel like all my previous decisions were wrong.. Though before CSP, I was into various fears but I was kind of busy.. Even whole May, I was into so many exams, that I was really occupied but since giving CSP, I felt what I'm gonna do, now... CSP result is gonna come out in August. but I'm feeling weird with myself.. I need some works to feel occupied... Last day, I felt so bad whole day, even in night, whenever I woke up in gaps, I started feeling tensed.. I always tell myself about various spritual fundas to feel better.. I constantly tell myself that I've a best & luxurious life, one could ever imagine, I have best parents and family.. my life has been excellent so far (with all kind of up and downs).. I've a cool bunch of friends and everyone in them are simply best.. I'm still 24 and My life is full of opportunities for various things, Just I need to look to them.. I'm younger son in my family so obviously pressure and expectation are much low on me... I've been given freedom to pursue any career. And on whatever position, my life is now, is just because of choices I made and I'm happy I made those choices... But Still those bad feelings arise from nowhere and My mind get the work to resist those feelings and I become sucked up... I feel like time is running out, I feel like I'm still sleeping. I'm feeling like I'm unable to fulfill social expectations on me to be accepted by society... All those preconcieved notions which were kinda of dormant in my mind earlier, now suddenly rose up and make me feel more bad and sick...

I know my condition is more mentally built up rather than reality.. I look to those people who face more severe problems, those who live life full of adversities.. I feel much calm but I again succmbed to those feelings... I need a big spiritual healing.. I'm literally feeling really bad and I know whatever I wrote here, explained my condition only 30%.. Mind and feelings, their conditions, cant be explained exactly in words... Sharing these feelings with parents is just impossible.. With Indians parents, you have one problem, that's communication gap.. Though They literally love you but still with friends you can be much more yourself in compare to parents... Still with me, situation is different, I dont share sad things even with friends.. I don't believe in sharing pains with other, I rather prefer positivity. I come with smiling face and happy mood in front of others.. but its not always happy in mind too.. :(!